I'm so happy that I have a free 6th hour. My work schedule and my school schedule all work out perfectly. Especially since we only have one car. I can't wait until January. The car we have right now will be officially be mine.
I am so mad with myself right now because I am starting to get back old feelings I had for G. When I saw him on Thursday, I was like "Damn he still looks good." Well I didn't say that out loud, but you know what I mean ^.~ The only problem is that I never see him. Except for before Homeroom in the morning ... and for now we're done going to Homeroom on Monday. So I'll probably never get to see him ever again during school :o| Unless a miracle happens. *Sigh*
There is a pretty definite thing between me and Dave. I wish we could just talk to each other. Both of us seem pretty shy to even talk to one another unless we really need to. Usually that is if Dave asks for a price check from my department (houseware) and I am the one that answers the price check. Dave is just so damn sexy. I love his hair, his voice is to die for, and overall he is a total sweetheart. *Drools*
So yeah ... I am torn between 2 awesome guys: Dave and G. Right now I am leaning towards Dave because of stuff that I overheard and of what has happened when we see each other. But I don't know ... something could happen between me and G too. I doubt it though since we never see each other at school ... So for now, I am head-over-heels in love with Dave.
Well I'm going to go now. I'll write again soon.
Dark Angel at 9:28 p.m.
14 August 2002 FUCKING A MAN!! I have to go back to school tomorrow :o| Well at least it's my last and final year, so it'll be all good ^.~ I know my Senior year will be awesome. 9 months and 2 days and counting until I graduate ^_^ (May 16, 2003) *Jumps up and down screaming 03!! 03!!*
I am happy for my dad. We found out like 2 weeks ago that he got promoted at his work. He was a GS 7, but now he is a GS 11 (don't ask me what GS means because I don't even know @_@). Which is fucking awesome. That means we can pay off some bills and finally afford another car (we only have one). Well may be not another car right away though. We have to wait until January 2003 for that. You see my dad has to re-new his license in January. If he passes the eye test (his eyes are kinda bad), then we'll be able to get another car. Know what car we are most likely going to get? *drum roll* A Mustang baby!!!! A yellow one if they have it. If not a yellow one, then may be a blue or dark green one. I can't fucking wait ^_^!!
It's so hard only having one fucking car. The car we have now is a Ford Zx2. They are pretty good cars. I haven't had any problems with it. Well except that they are pretty damn slow compared to other cars. Anyway ... My dad and I work, so it's hard to see who will get the car. Usually I do because I get off work before he does. But now that school is going to start (tomorrow), it's going to be a lot harder. Here's the problem: If I don't get a free 6th hour, meaning I can get off school at 1:50 p.m. instead of 2:50 p.m., then I'm screwed. So I have to hussle after school to go and pick him up and take him home. But then I have to go back and go to work at 4:00 p.m. And I have no clue if I can do that and make it in time with only about 55 minutes to do all of that. I mean I could, but it also depends on how bad traffic. *Sigh* My life sucks. Well I'll know my schedule tomorrow, and I'll most likely post it tomorrow as well. *Praying I'll get a free 6th hour*
Well I'm going to sign off now. I will write again soon.
Dark Angel @ 12:32 p.m.
10 August 2002
Yesterday I saw Triple X with my friend Tarrah. Man that movie is fucking awesome!!!! Plus Vin Diesel is so damn sexy so it was all good ^.~ If you like action packed films and think Vin Diesel and Samuel Jackson are awesome actors, then I suggest seeing this movie.
I also went to the B.X. yesterday with Tarrah to pick up my paycheck and to get something for my mom. I made Tarrah pay and we went to Dave's register as well. I don't know what the hell is up with him. Either he is too damn shy when I'm around or he doesn't like me. Because when we went up to him he avoided eye contact with both me and Tarrah. I guess if I wasn't there it would've been okay for him. I don't get him. I mean when I see him he can talk to just about anyone, but he can't talk to me?! What the fuck is up with that?! *Sigh*
Well that's basically all the interesting stuff I did yesterday. Everything else I did isn't really that important. I'm going to go now. I'll write again soon.
Dark Angel @ 12:25 p.m.
06 August 2002
On Sunday I finally got a chance to go out with my friend Heather since June. Heather was on vacation in Ohio and she got back a few days ago. First we went to Wal-Mart because she needed to get some stuff. Next we went to the B.X. (aka my work ^.^) to get some hair dye. Then we went to the Mall so she could get her hair cut. She got it layered and it's about 3 inches below shoulder length. It looks really cute on her. Especially since it's the first time she ever got her hair cut that short before. I was happy because I got to witness it ^_^ LOL!! Next we went to Hart with her brothers to rent some movies. Finally we go to her house. Heather and I dyed each other's hair. Heather died her hair a orangey red color and I dyed mine a dark red. Since my hair is black, you really can't tell. I fucking hate it when I dye my hair and you really can't tell I dyed it unless you look at it in a really bright light. When I get some extra cash soon, I'm going to get my hair re-layered and professionally dyed. Hopefully it'll be soon. My next paycheck is this Friday (09 August) so I might do it then. I'm excited ^_^!!
Oh yes I had to work yesterday. Like around 7 to 9 pm was pretty dull. Before that it was really busy. Dave did work yesterday, but he left like around 3:45 pm. I was sad because I think it's boring there without him. I know I shouldn't expect him to work every time I do, but still ... *Sigh*
Guys are so fucking confusing. I wish I could read their minds so I would know for sure whether or not they like me. Before I make a complete fool of myself and tell them I like them. Then [as usual] they tend to avoid me. So in other words ... LIFE SUCKS ASS!!!!
That's all I have to say for now. I'll write again if something else interesting happens. Later!!
Dark Angel @ 10:39 p.m.
01 August 2002
I had to work on Tuesday and man was that a dull day. There was like no one there. I was also sad because Dave wasn't working :o| I went to the B.X. yesterday with my friend Tarrah to see if Dave was working ... and happily he was ^_^ Tarrah is my one of my only friends that actually got to see Dave. She kept making fun of his hair. I wanted to hit her for that, but I decided not to. But I was surprised to hear Tarrah say that Dave was cute. She even told me she could totally see me & Dave going out ^.^ *Wishes that'll happen*
I also went shopping at the mall for clothes for work and school yesterday. I got 2 shirts from Aeropostale and a shirt and really cute jeans from Dillard's. I spent $83.03. Even though that is quite a bit of money, it was well worth it ^.^
I got to work tomorrow at the usual time (3 p.m. - 9 p.m.). I can hardly wait. Well not really but still ... may be I'll be working with Dave ^.~
Well that's all I have to say. I'll write again soon.
