19 December 2003
For some really odd reason I got sick Tuesday morning. When I woke up I had goose bumps all over my body and I was freezing cold. I just literally felt like shit. I still had to go to the college and take my Economics final though. Thankfully it was the only final I had that day. I'm not going to go into detail on what I did that day because it's not really that important.
I am feeling a lot better than I was on Tuesday. The only things that's bothering me right now is my left ear because I think I have a ear infection, coughing, and a little bit of nasal congestion.
Even though I was still sick on Wednesday I still went to see Lord of the Rings: Return of the King at 8:30 p.m. That movie was fucking bad ass. I personally think it was better than the first and second one. I guess it's because it's the final movie and what not.
I almost didn't go to the movie in the first place. My parents were being fucking pricks and wouldn't let me go because I was still sick. Yes that's understandable, but they already bought the fucking tickets and I REALLY didn't want to miss the movie. In my mom's stupid fucking head wouldn't believe me when I said that Bryan wasn't pressuring me to go to the movie. It was the truth. He wasn't pressuring me to go to the movie. I wanted to go to the fucking movie so bad and I don't understand how she couldn't get that in her stupid fucking head. Before my dad went to work my mom forced my dad to call Bryan's mom. Well actually I had to call Bryan, tell him that my dad wanted to talk to his mom, and hand over the phone to my dad. I know my dad didn't want to do it, but my mom has my dad whipped so he really didn't have any other choice. During the conversation my mom told my dad to say some things and my dad just kind of looked at her. He tried handing the phone to her, but my mom is such a chicken shit and she nodded her head no. Basically after my dad got off the phone with Bryan's mom he was fucking pissed. I know that he wasn't pissed at Bryan's mom, but he was pissed at me and my mom. He told us not to speak to each other and he didn't even want to go to work(but he did anyway). After that I went up to my room and my mom opened the door and threw the movie tickets at me. So yeah ...
I literally cannot win. There is not one fucking day in this house where there isn't any drama. I want to move out so fucking bad, but I know that won't happen for a while and that pisses me off. *Sigh*
The only good news I have is that I'm done with college and I don't have to go back until January 21. Oh happy day. But yeah I'm done ranting. This post is pretty long as it is. Later!
14 December 2003
Yeah isn't this layout fucking bad ass?! I love the movie Pirates of the Caribbean and Johnny Depp is so fucking hot. *Oh daddy!!!!* I loved the old layout don't get me wrong, but I felt it was time for a change. I hate not using my own layouts, but I just haven't had any good ideas lately or found any bad ass pictures ... So this will have to do ^_^
I so totally failed my DOS final yesterday. I think I did pretty good on the written portion, but when it came to actually having to do the actual hands on portion I was having problems. He even let us use our books for the hands on portion, but even with the book I was still not understanding any of that shit. I guess that's what I get for not paying attention ...
Rock the fuck on baby!!!! My mom is going to let me transfer $160 from Savings to Checking ^_^ Since I got that $75 fine for my speeding ticket, I was left with $31 in my Checking account, and that is not enough money to do any Christmas shopping. So I'm all fucking flutta ^_^ (But hey who wouldn't be?)
Oh yeah it finally decided to snow yesterday. I fucking hate snow with a passion. Well it's pretty to look at and shit, but it's such a bitch to drive in. I was going really slow yesterday on the way home from work. I usually drive a lot slower when there is snow out, but also I need new brakes and I won't be able to get them until next month. So yeah ...
13 December 2003
This might be pretty short for right now because I have to take my DOS final soon, but since we're discussing something right now I decided to post.
Yeah ... I FINALLY got pulled over for speeding last night. I was on the way home from dropping Bryan off and I was on 161. Normally there isn't any cops that lurk around that area. So of course I would be going over 55 mph. BIG MISTAKE!!!! I was going 75 mph and I saw a car parked on the side of the road with it's lights on. I took my foot off the accelerator and slowed down. Seconds after I passed the car it showed it's lights and shit and I was said "OH FUCK!!!!" I pulled over to the side of the road and the police officer came up to my window and asked for my drivers license and insurance. I gave it to him and 5-10 minutes later he gives me a citation (I don't know if that's even spelled right). Thank god I'm not required to go to court since it was my first time. I would have thought I would've been given a warning since it's my first time, but I guess since I was going 20 miles over the speed limit that's why I'm still getting fined for it.
My parents weren't too happy when I told them. My dad was fucking livid and my mom was all right I guess. Well I'm sure that she was pissed, but she really couldn't say much because my dad over powered her. I'm not grounded (thank fucking god), but I'm restricted to use my car ONLY to go to school and work. Oh and if I want to go anywhere someone else is going to have to drive me. So I basically screwed my Wednesday date with Bryan and going anywhere really :( I feel so fucking horrible ... *I'M SO SORRY BABY!!*
What makes this situation worse is that after I pay off the $75 fine, I will only have like $30-31 left in my checking account. So I really don't have any money to finish my christmas shopping. The only people I bought presents for are Dizzy, Bryan, and my mom. I'm not even done getting Bryan's gifts, haven't bought anything for my dad yet, and John. So basically I'm fucking screwed.
Why couldn't I have gotten a speeding ticket AFTER THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS?! I fucking hate myself right now. Yeah Sadie is no longer speeding ... it's so fucking hard though not to speed. I guess it's because I'm so use to it and now I have to make it a habbit not to speed anymore which is going to take a while to get use to. Damn my stupid heavy foot!!!! *Sigh*
Okay I guess I was able to type out everything I wanted to say. Now I'm waiting to take my DOS final and hopefully I'll pass. *Praying to god that I do* So I'll smell you kids later.
9 December 2003
ROCK THE FUCK ON!!!! I'M FINALLY 18 BABY!!!! It feels so fucking good to be 18 and no longer 16 or 17. Now it's another year to be 19(19 sounds so much better than 18) and then after that another 2 years before I turn 21. Waiting fucking sucks!!
I would say what I did earlier today, but since my parents are both downstairs ... it's kind of difficult for them not to see the monitor and read what I'm typing(okay well not hard for my communist mother to read what I'm typing. My dad I'm not worried about). I will say though is around 2:10 pmish I went to the Scott Credit Union and applied for a debt card. I have to wait 7-10 business days for it to arrive. Anyway after that I went to Red Lobster with my parents for a early dinner. Next we went home and had some yummy chocolate cookie dough ice cream cake. Since we had to wait 10 minutes for the cake to defrost, I opened my presents. I got a Nintendo Gamecube limited edition Legend of Zelda package. Inside it has 4 games: the first 2 original Zelda games and then the last 2 recent Zelda games that were on N64. It also has a demo of the latest Zelda game. Then I got the latest zelda game. I was so fucking happy!! Then around 6 pmish I went to the B.X. to "pick up Bryan's birthday present." (Only Bryan will know what I mean by that) So I went on break with Bryan and we bullshitted in the food court. After that I went to the mall and bought a nice blouse at Dillard's, a gift for Bryan(one of the gift's anyway), and I got my cartilage pierced. Last I went to Wal-Mart to buy a memory card for the Gamecube.
So overall I had a pretty good birthday ^_^ Which you know is always a good thing.
6 December 2003
Okay no one can probably read this because the main page of The-ScoobyGang [dot] com is down because we're trying to revamp it, but I decided to post anyway. Hehehe =þ
Oh hell fucking yes ... 3 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!! Again I can hardly fucking wait and it's seriously fucking killing me!! I feel special because my Tarrah called me last night and she remembered my birthday and she bought me a present. How awesome is that considering that we haven't talked in a while and she actually remembered?! I wonder if Natalie is still going to give me a present? She asked me what I wanted like last week, but it's pretty much 50/50 if she'll actually remember.
Yeah I really need to learn how to get some more sleep. I'm in my DOS class right now and I'm about to fall asleep. What's not helping is that I keep on yawning. Once I get home I'm going straight upstairs and taking me a nice long nap. Anyone that decides to wake me up will die a most painful death. THANK FUCKING GOD THIS DOS CLASS WILL FINALLY BE OVER NEXT SATURDAY!!!! No more having to wake up early on a Saturday morning to go to class. So I'm all flutta ^_^
I am still fucking confused on some certain things of life. I really don't know what to do anymore. Should I walk away from this feeling and do nothing? Or should I take action?
4 December 2003
5 DAYS UNTIL MY 18 BIRTHDAY!!!! Oh I can hardly fucking wait. It's seriously killing me to have to wait 5 more days. Since my birthday is on a Tuesday and I have class on Tuesday, I'm fucking making my parents give me my presents at midnight. Who needs sleep? LMAO!!
I hate college. I wish you didn't have to take classes and shit just to get a degree. I mean ... that actually requires work!! Who the hell has the time to work now a days?! I sure as hell don't. It's so fucking crazy juggling college, work, and going out. Oh well ... can't win them all I guess ...
I got 21 hours next week which is awesome, but I have to close with Rachel 2 FUCKING DAYS IN A ROW(Saturday and Sunday)!!!! What kind of fucked up bullshit is that?! Since Bryan starts in Shoes next week that's why I got more hours and now I have to close with Rachel more often ... SOB man!!
I'm still applying for the regular part time position for Outdoor Living/Toys since Tim is leaving. Despite my absolutely horrible history with Tony, I'm still fucking applying for it. He can just kiss my mother fucking ass. Oh I would kill to see the look on his face if I do end up getting the job. Hohohohehehe!! Well Kristen said that they would give me the job over anyone else so I'm not too worried about it, plus she hates being the only girl over there.
2 December 2003
YAY I'M FINALLY UNGROUNDED ^_^!!!!!!!!!! ROCK THE FUCK ON!!!!!!!!!! PLUS PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: CURSE OF THE BLACK PEARL CAME OUT ON VHS/DVD TODAY!!!!!!!!!! Okay I'm all better now ^_~
Damn I haven't updated in 6 days, let alone been on the computer in general in 6 days. I just haven't had to urge to go on the computer. Since I'm in my XP class right now I have no other choice but to be on the computer. LOL.
Hhhhmmm ... I really have nothing to write about for once ... I'm totally clueless. Oh well. I'll try to post again soon. Later!
