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23 July 2004
I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!! I'm going to Chicago in a couple of weeks with my two favorite boys(Bryan and Rich). It'll be a fucking blast!! We're staying with Bryan's Aunt Debbie so it's free room and board baby ^_^ Can you beat that? I think not.

Well I didn't get the job in the Shoe department which pisses the hell out of me to no fucking end. Paz decided to hire a retired military that had worked for AAFES when he was overseas and still in the service. Yeah that's great that he worked for AAFES and all ... but did he ACTUALLY have prior Shoe department experience?? NO!!!! He had an impressive resume yes, but just because he has this and that and NO shoe department experience ... PAZ DECIDED TO HIRE HIM ANYWAY!!!! While I on the other hand was trained by Bryan in order to get the job after he moved over to Electronics, but now all that training in a way was a waste of time. I told Marty straight up "If I don't get the job in Shoes, don't EVEN come running to me if there is no one watching shoes that night. Don't get me wrong, I like you guys and all, but no. If they're not even going to hire me, there is no way in hell I'm going to watch that department again for you guys because that's a bunch of bullshit if you hire someone else and expect me to be all okay with it. Fuck that shit."

I just had this gut feeling that I wasn't going to get the job. I just fucking knew it. Especially since it's Paz and Dee. If Natasha didn't leave she would've hired me no problem, but nope she left back in May. Anyway ... When I found out I didn't get the job, I came back around 3:30 pmish to have a meeting with Mattie(Union President), Dee, and Paz. I originally wanted Marsha to be my Union rep to sit in that meeting with me, but since I ended up seeing Mattie before I left earlier that day, Mattie forced my hand and made me cancel with Marsha and have her sit in with me. That's how I found out everything that I wrote in the paragraph above. AAFES is a bunch of fucking communism. I would have never taken the job if I knew it was going to be nothing but god damn communism and drama ... but I guess I have no other choice and a lot of jobs are like that ...

God this coming week is MY LAST WEEK OF SUMMER CLASSES!!!! I'm not worried about my ENG 002 class, but I am worried about my MATH 094 class. My professor for my MATH 094 class told me I have to do incredile on the test we just took, incredible on the chapter 7 test we're having on Tuesday, and incredible on the final on Thursday in order to get a C. I am scared to death that I won't get a C and I'll have to retake MATH 094 a third time this Fall instead of going to MATH 097. BLAH!!!! I fucking hate math. It has never been my strong subject. I am so burned out with summer classes. Then what sucks is that three and a half weeks later I have to start the Fall semester :( Oh well I guess ...

Oh and I have good news, which I'm quite excited about. My mom made me a deal that if I can come up with $3000 in my Savings account by the end of December, she'll give me $2000(which she WAS going to use to buy me a laptop for my birthday/christmas present). That'll give me $5000 for down payment for a new car and however much the dealership will give me for a trade in for my current car(Ford Zx2). AND GUESS WHAT I'M GOING TO GET WITH ALL THAT MONEY?? A 2005 FORD MUSTANG BABY!!!!!!!!!! Can you beat that bitches?! I think not. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

But yes ... I'm off to get ready for work now(BLAH!!). Later!

© Sadie @ 12:56 p.m.



16 June 2004
Yeah ... my bad ... I've been either too lazy or too busy to get back online and edit the June 11 entry. So what I'll do is cut and paste and just put what happened on June 8 in this entry. Sound good? Okey dokey ... let's go!!!!

8 June 2004(the day I got my tattoo)
After my math class I went on base and to the Shoppette to get a snack and the B.X. to buy Neosporin and lotion.

Next I headed over to the Metro station and waited about 15-20 minutes before the conductor finally drove the train. It takes almost an hour to get to Delmar so I just looked out the window the entire time.

It was 1:14 p.m. when I arrived to Delmar. I called Bryan up and we talked for a little bit. It was like a 10 minute walk to get to Iron Age(I always thought it took longer than that) and it was still too early to go inside Iron Age. So I went into a couple of stores to look around to kill time.

I looked at my cell phone and the clock said 1:31 p.m. So I thought what the hell and I went inside Iron Age. I told the guy and the girl at the counter that I had an appointment with Mo at 2 p.m. The girl said Mo would be with me in 30 minutes so just go and relax. The wait was more like an hour. Mo didn't come out to talk to me until past 2:20 p.m. I didn't think she knew who I was because I was surprised when she came right up to me. She is so fucking cute and super sweet. I know Bryan talked to her about me, but I was pretty sure she never actually saw me the one time I went to Iron Age with Bryan ... but what the hell do I know. Anyway ... I showed her my design and she liked it ^_^ Then I asked if the colors I wanted(pink wings, blue hair, yellow outfit) would work on my skin color(I'm Filippino with a natural dark tan). She said that the colors would work on me, but she would just have to make it a darker shade so it'll show up lighter on my skin. She then asked if I wanted the design to be bigger and I said "Yeah a little bit bigger, but not by much." She said okay and went away to go and enlarge the design.

I waited about 10-15 minutes and I was more nervous then ever. Mo came back out and asked if I was ready. I said yeah(but really I wasn't). Mo took me to her little booth thingy and had me stay standing up to put some shit on my back. Then she started to pull down my pants down a bit, but seriously the way she was doing it I thought my fucking ass was hanging out and I was scared to death. She kinda laughed and said "Don't worry your not hanging out." I said "Oh okay." Then she put the design on my back and had me look in the mirror to see if the location of the design is where I wanted it. I said yeah and then she had me sit on the chair, but with my back to her and hunched over with my arms resting on the arm rest. So then the time had officially come for her to ink me. She told me it takes 10 to 20 minutes for most people to get use to the needle/tattoo gun thingy(well she didn't say thingy. Lol) and that the coloring will be easier than the outline. It fucking hurt and I did get use to it after a few minutes, but then one time Mo was drawing right up my spine for what felt like 30 seconds and my nerves went fucking crazy. When she was done with the outline next was the coloring. I personally thought the coloring was the worst. Some times it was all right, but then all the other times it was god awful. After a torturious hour and a half Mo was finished. Mo did an incredible job(you can tell) and it looks fucking awesome!!!! She put a bandage on my back and told me how to take care of the tattoo. Last I paid the $130(I made a $20 deposit the day I went in to make an appointment) and thanked Mo. Here's what it looks like(a little different now because I've been peeling like a bitch):


Blah blah blah I went back on the Metro and finally arrived on base. Next I went into the B.X. to talk to Bryan and it was horribly awkward because we both weren't really saying much. I left after about a half an hour and went home. Later than night Bryan and I got into a huge fight(a usual that happens almost once a week now).

NOW: The tattoo is doing fine. I'm peeling(not as much anymore than the last couple of days) and I'm itching like a bitch. Summer classes started last Tuesday and they are absolutely horrid. I'm taking two classes(Math 094 and English 002) and I'm there from 8:30 a.m. to 3:00 p.m. It's not fun at all.

But anywho. I've ranted enough. I need to "attempt" to do my English homework before I head to work at 5:15. Later!

© Sadie @ 3:35 p.m.



6 June 2004
Hohohohohehehehehe!!!!!! Stalking is so much fun. After three trips going through four different housing districts, we FINALLY found "dipshit's" house. For protection(even though I highly doubt he has this url) I'm going to use the nickname that Bryan and I use whenever I talk about him in this particular entry. It's really thanks to Bryan that we even found his house otherwise we would have had to make another trip or two.

Tomorrow I'm hoping that I will be able to go into work a little early so I can ask someone to log me into the computer so I can apply for a couple of jobs that we have open(shoes and central check out leader). Even though I'd much rather have the job in shoes, I'll still apply for central check out leader. I'd be fucked if I got central check out leader because I hate 95% of the cashiers(no fucking joke).

I'm getting my tattoo in two more days :)!!!! I'm both excited and horribly terrified. I have no clue how much it's going to hurt. May be I'll get lucky and I won't be in too much pain(hoping!! I'm hoping!!). I decided not to get the lizard design I was originally going to get. I found a fairy design that I want to use instead. I think I might still get the lizard, but it'll be my second or third tattoo.

Well I'm done ranting. I'm going to eat my macaroni and cheese(good stuff yo!!), search for a car, and drool over some Tom Felton pics(MARRY ME TOM!!!!). Later.

© Sadie @ 12:24 a.m.



4 June 2004
OH MY GOD ... I went to the midnight showing earlier this morning to see Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban with Bryan, Rich, and Rich's little brother Matt. Let me tell you ... it fucking blowed. It was such a disappointment. I had such high hopes that it was going to be a great movie, but I was dead wrong. Alfonso Cuaron(the director) fucking ruined it. I AM SO FUCKING GLAD that this is the only Harry Potter film he's doing. The next director for Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire is British dircetor Mike Newell. He was awesome on directing Mona Lisa Smile so I'm hoping he won't fuck up the fourth movie like Alfonso Cuaron fucked up the third movie.

I am dead fucking serious ... when the movie was over EVERYONE was like "What the fuck was that shit?!" The four of us walk out to our cars and we bullshited for like 20-30 minutes doing nothing but making fun of the movie and bashing it. It was good stuff. Rich had a point. He said "Is it just me or are we having more fun out here than we did in there?" I laughed.

Well I made up my mind. I'm going to apply for the shoe department once Dee opens up the position. Depending on whoever else applies for it, I'm pretty much a shoe in for the job. I have more experience than anyone else in the store(well besides those in Softlines) especially since I've been helping Bryan here and there both in the stockroom and out on the floor. So I know the basics and shit.

What I HARDCORE need is a second job, apartment, and a new car. *Sigh* I never realized how fucking hard it would be to get a second job. A lot of people have second jobs so why the hell is it so hard for me to get one?! It's fucking stupid if you ask me. But anywho ... I'm done bitching for today. Later!

© Sadie @ 2:45 p.m.





30 May 2004
This layout is so fucking cute!! When I saw it I just had to use it and especially since I fucking love Harry Potter!!!! Oh and even though I'm a Ron/Hermione shipper I still wanted to use this layout ^_~ Hehehe. Plus Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban comes out in little over 4 days!!!! I'm going to the 12:01 a.m. showing and I can hardly fucking wait!!!! It'll be badass yo!!!! LMAO. I'm such a geek, but anyway ... here's a recap of what's happened within the past month(well that's important anyway) ...

Number 1
After having a "break" from each other for about five to six days, Bryan and I are are friends again(happy days). We've have little fights here and there, but nothing major like the one we had a month ago.

Number 2
I didn't get the part-time teller job at Scott Credit Union(stupid fuckers) and I'm pretty sure that I didn't get the child program assistant job at the Child Development Center on base because it's been two weeks and I still haven't heard anything. I would fucking kill for the child program assistant job because it pays $9.37 an hour. The only problem is that since it's a flexible position I would work anywhere from 0 to 40 hours a week, but hell even if I worked like ten hours one week that would still be quite a bit of money compared to $6.90 that I make at AAFES. My ultimate goal for this summer is to get a second job. I need the fucking money and I never realized how hard it would be to get a second job. Well I knew it would be hard, but I seriously didn't think it was going to be THIS FUCKING HARD!!!!

Number 3
Bryan got the job in Electronics. I might(a serious MIGHT) apply for his job in Shoes. The only problem is that Dee(the fucking bitch that she is) only wants someone that has prior experience working with shoes because she doesn't feel like training anyone. That's fucking bullshit and besides she wouldn't even be doing the training. It would be Mattie and Karin training the new person. Dee even asked me last night "So are you going to go over to Softlines with me?" I said "May be." She said "I'm just playing. It's up to you if you want to go over there." The dumbass that I am ... I SHOULD'VE told her "Yeah Dee I'll go over there if you give me regular part time position(i.e. Bryan's job in Shoes)." But it turns out that Dee asked me if I would switch departments because she begged J.W. to open John's intermittent job. Fuck that shit(especially since that would mean I'd be working with Dizzy and I wouldn't have to work with her if I got the job in Shoes). There is no way in hell I'll switch departments UNLESS it's a regular part time position. Plain and simple. I'm fucking sick of being intermittent.

Number 4
John got his first tattoo on his right bladder about two weeks ago. His tattoo is of a Japanese kanji symbol that means immortal being. He showed it to me the day he got it, but I didn't actually get to see it because he still had the gauze covering it and the gauze was covered in blood. John fucking knew that Bryan and I were getting our first tattoos this summer, so he decided to beat us on getting the tattoo. What's fucked up is that Bryan said that John never mentioned getting a tattoo of Japanese kanji symbol and he also never mentioned getting it on his bladder. He had told Bryan that he was going to get a tattoo on either his arm, leg, and back. So we're still trying to figure out why he got it there. Plus the tattoo only cost him $50 so we're thinking he got it just to get it. John is such a fucking dipshit.

Number 5
I'm getting my first tattoo next Tuesday. I'm not going to tell John about it though. I see no point in telling him. He decides to be a dick and beat me and Bryan on getting the tattoo, so this will be pay back. If he ever asks I'll say "Oh yeah I got my tattoo. Like a month ago(or whatever)." The kid will be pissed because I didn't tell him, but I'll say straight up that I didn't want to tell him about it unless he asked.

Number 6
Yuck. I have to start summer classes next Tuesday at 8:30 a.m. Conincidentially it's the same day that I'm getting my tattoo, but it was a fluke that it happens to be on the same day because when I was making an appointment I totally forgot that I have to start class that day. So I'll be able to go to my math class, but I have to skip my english class. Which is cool, but it's seriously going to have to be the only time I ever skip any of my classes.

SO YES KIDDOS ... What a fun and interesting month it's been since I last updated. The only other thing that's happened is I've seen Troy twice and saw The Day After Tomorrow opening night. Troy is a fucking awesome movie(with a plus of really really hot guys ^_^) and The Day After Tomorrow wasn't too bad(could've been better, could've been worse). But I'm going to sign off for now. I've ranted way too fucking much. Later!

© Sadie @ 10:12 p.m.

p.s. If you click on a page and it's not of the new layout, it's because I haven't updated the other pages yet. So please bear with me and I'll try to update them ASAP k?